Hello? Is This Thing On? – !!! – Louden Up Now
This song is dancing alone at 2am with five thousand other people. Which is much more comfortable than dancing alone with, say, five other people, but at its core the experience is still the same. And anyone who says that it’s fun to dance alone, you can perhaps at certain times or psychological makeups in your past find that display of bravado to be admirable or at least worthy of some small measure of sympathy, but really it’s not something you have any fucking patience for with who you are just right now at this moment. So you dance, you dance as hard as you can, perhaps you look like some kind of whirling dervish, or a scarecrow having some sort of epileptic fit. Well fuck it. You’re just trying to feel it, get some sort of blissful experience out of this without resorting to chemicals. But it’s hard to get lost in this…maybe it’s because you’re tired, maybe it’s because you’re reconciling expectations to reality and now you’re thinking that any adventure has its limits for shifting your perceptions on life and all it has to offer.
Except you weren’t thinking that then, but you’re thinking it now…watching a drum circle in _ _ _ Park and wondering if you could find, like, the perfect drink for cold and gray afternoons like this one. Something hot and sweet and bitter and smoooooth, chocolate tea. That’s exactly what you want, why doesn’t anyone make chocolate tea..?